Have you ever wondered if people really see you? As if they really see who you are. How much you do, how much you care, how much you try to be a good person. How much you try not to be like toxic family. I don't think they do. They are too preoccupied with their own stresses in life. I don't feel seen or heard, or regarded. I feel pitied. I feel people find me annoying, unimportant, weird, or they think I have it together when I really don't.
I am told I'm a good, kind person. I do believe that about myself. People talk a lot and say nice things, but a lot of times their actions show differently. Sometimes I feel very alone. I feel like I don't have anyone to really talk to, or that the people I have confided in are probably tired of hearing me. They are tired of hearing my pain. So, I get tired. I feel alone.
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